everyone be cool this is a robbery

Sun, 01 Feb 2004 03:44:09 GMT

do not add this name to your friends list

and if you want to add me add me as

dotxmyxeyes

don't worry old friends i already added you

xoxo

p.s

iam really gonna miss this journal it was my first

shewda!!!!

Sat, 24 Jan 2004 20:26:45 GMT

Mon, 19 Jan 2004 03:03:19 GMT

for chris i know you are going to read this rite now cuz your'e a dork like that and that's why i love you. but yeah you'd promise we'd hang out and i'll never forgive u for that. maybe next week you can come over and we can pig out on ben and jerry's and watch donnie darko.
well g2 go margarita night at my house and watching johnny depp and his hott sexxy ass.

love
teenage whore

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 22:00:15 GMT

friends only freinds only friends only friends only friends only friends only friends only and so on.....

just add me and i'll add back

fuck the media

Wed, 12 Nov 2003 21:07:23 GMT

hmm anti-flag and against me! were playing in hollywood i of course went with my buddy sergio. we also stop at mels dinner and took some pics of the run down place. next stop was arron's record shop we fucked around with the baskets this was all on monday i was surprised i got out of my hell hole.

dollars and cents

Wed, 05 Nov 2003 22:24:38 GMT

everyhting is so futile.
kyle and cheyne were at it again for the 3 time and i think it was because of me
i told cheyne to not do anything that it wasn't worth it
so i made him a bracelet lol. but i don't know i think they sent him home. so i'll probably see him next week dane is leaving iam really going to miss that kid. this is officially y 5th month sober
man i sux

hit the can

Wed, 29 Oct 2003 22:07:07 GMT

so i was shitting all over the place since i had some not so cooked rite cuban food. mmm decorating the house was aight it kinda gave me mean ass migrane but no ivy profine ouch. i got over the fact that the food was bad.and i went to sleep with a burnt asshole. and i need saline solution
bryan if you are reading this
don't ever eat half cooked beans.

ouch

Tue, 28 Oct 2003 21:27:31 GMT

my neck hurts as if i were giving head or something like that. i pierced my nose on sunday yeah i thought it would close cuz i took out the ring but i guess not since i put it back in today in the morning during 1 st period. pussy face cheyne is not here since him and sheren were fighting on fri and of course arthur would kick his ass. i seriously want that kid dead. and sheren if you are reading this i love you dawg.

android

Fri, 24 Oct 2003 21:50:31 GMT

i sat in class and then i went to drug group cheyne pissed me the *&#@ off i just wanted to slit his throat rite then and there i am down with my shit like that.

who cloned dolly?

Fri, 24 Oct 2003 20:31:45 GMT

i can't say much i'll up date later

A+

Tue, 14 Oct 2003 20:32:23 GMT

you live and you learn, j.100 whoa got an A+ for my essay i guess iam smart but do i still have to study?

copying DNA

Mon, 13 Oct 2003 20:29:39 GMT

so love hates me, should i go and hang my self with my bed sheets, no. i rather rise than fade away.

iam painting my room a teal color
and my new favorite candy is lemon heads yum
i was on the phone with grams and yup well she is not getting any younger. can't wait till i see her then iam heading to hollywood to get some dvd's and clothes.
p.s
you know who you are
i want my shoes back

bold

Thu, 09 Oct 2003 21:49:52 GMT

she is scared to death her knees touching her chest lying half naked on her bathroom floor. the smell of shampoo radiates pass the cabnets and the stool. and her infinate sadness will never go away.

not in the mood

Wed, 08 Oct 2003 20:32:23 GMT

ive been working with this piece of #### and i can't get it rite. iam sick my throat hurts and it's all kevin's fault. so much pain. after class iam getting myself i a nice hot java. i also got soda on my pants what a bad day. ricky just wants food. bye

Tue, 07 Oct 2003 21:46:03 GMT

i atleast got a cig on monday which was aight. sexual fustration is geting to me. so i told sienna about it and she came over and we also hung out at my mom's i can't wait for the 18th and the 30th. chris might go and well about josh hmm he is long gone again he'll be back eventhough he said he wasn't. i got ed wood on dvd yesterday. gosh i guess i seen every jhonny movie. well good thoughts

undo

Fri, 03 Oct 2003 20:14:37 GMT

aviv came by and his bro is so hott ha ha ha. bri bri knows him she took me out of class just so i can meet him, wayne was mad. i then had to go to the lab. that was my day. the highlight is that jordan wasn't lying for the frist time and cheyne was going crazy cuz thea broke up with him. then he took my radiohead cdee and was repeating creep over and over during 4th period. he threw the chair during drug group when i told him that she might be cheating on him. over reacting i guess he was also acting tweeked out but he didn't pull it off since he said that he took 5 lines. iam going to the chesse cake factory tonight adriennes party is also tonite and i don't know what iam going to get her. o well i'll give her my love and support.

undo

Thu, 02 Oct 2003 21:52:52 GMT

what's rite i do not know wierd dreams are indelible. i sat here and did nothing i study for 5 hours last night. the tazo really didnt kick in until 10:00 and i couldn't sleep. wich was really ironic now i know what really goes on at night. 94.9 sonic chill till 3am.

blue print of sub pleasure

Wed, 01 Oct 2003 20:29:56 GMT

combustication(i think that's how you spell it )sounds good
sienna won't leave me alone then jordans lying again but don't wanna say anything not a brite idea i guess i have no more cigs left. getting cold all of a sudden darko days

starting a new

Mon, 29 Sep 2003 21:27:45 GMT

i just saying fresh is always good
starting by next month iam leaving this lj username and starting a new one so if you are added by someone you don't know it might be me

blow my head off

Fri, 26 Sep 2003 20:11:42 GMT

spending a night at josh's. no we are not going to do it . i think, i might just do a g.i.o.
riding a car windows down, watching him make a beat on the dashboard.

iam a mexican

Fri, 19 Sep 2003 21:58:58 GMT

so i decided to post something real. and this is the only chance i got. i iam been feeling introspective lately than ever before. jerrys love haunts me and all i can do is cry about it. but i found some one, name is cheyne and he is a great guy and all. but the big shitty problem is he is taken ouch. lucky bitch.

yeah it's about the 20th century

Wed, 17 Sep 2003 21:31:32 GMT

i don't want to talk about what's back there. pierce is okay i guess alot of guys. and girls iam getting out soon i'll be okay on my own. can't wait to see death by stereo and a.f.i.. thursday 30th got the tickets

i did it

Wed, 03 Sep 2003 22:38:12 GMT

i fianally got over my fears and faced my problems with an open mind. Anthony is suppose to mail me back, pretty kool to talk to. i guess i would consider him my friend. now that everything is all done with jerry. i need my friends more than ever, and Anthony is really giving me this support,and so is jenny and roxy. my family is getting better by the min and i'll be going to pierce next mon to start on journalism yay. everything is going fine for me i wouldn't give it up for nottin.

so it's all cummin to an end

Fri, 15 Aug 2003 16:05:52 GMT

i might say it was good for a moment but now it's gone. i can't stare no longer. sun beams tear my heart out. reality becomes so real. i shall stay for a while but not for long i should say. i'll kiss the wind and i'll give you a wave. stare away and bare the pain.
till the sun sets
and the moon glows
you will remain

i don't wanna

Mon, 11 Aug 2003 16:02:02 GMT

i'll up date this later
like next month
j/k and f.y.i
josh and i are not going out just were recently fucking around